When People Show You Who They Are......

There comes a time when the fairytale ends and you start seeing the real version of someone. Maybe it was the version that you hoped didnt exist but that version never really hid itself. It was always there. Obvious. I think I have gotten so numb to it all. So scary when I think about it. Lord please dont let my heart grow cold. Let it stay open....for the right one.

God Willing.....

I hate to make plans. I still do it sometimes but often my plans never pan out. I have all the best intentions and here comes life's shady ass knocking me right off my feet. Now that I have secured a new place for me and my son (and baby on the way), I feel like I can finally begin to focus on my YouTube channel, this blog, and other things how I would like. It seems like once I get on the ball, life happens, and I have to stop. It makes me wonder if things were better, where would this blog and my channel have been. I just pray for stability and peace right now so that I can do the things that make me happy and for the ability to provide my little family with what they need. GOD willing, things continue to be on the up and up.....

Just That Fast

Something great just happened. When i thought things couldnt get any worse....HE showed up and showed out. Happy tears...for once....in a long time. Blessings. Ttys ✌